Excerpt - Grieving

I just want to scream! I want to punch something but acting this way will not bring her back. I feel this overwhelming sadness and I can’t cope. I’m glad my bird is back home, but not in the form I want her to be. I miss her and love her. I don’t know when this pain will subside but I’m trying to remind myself that at least this feeling is proof I am alive. Please lead me your strength.